I don't get how you can be so positive about everything. Honestly, you wrote the most amazing fanfic, doesn't it make you the least bit sad knowing that none of those things may happen?
Anonymous

I was a negative person for most of my life and I sometimes still am. But after a while you learn to just..not. Why make yourself more upset than you need to? I mean yeah sometimes it does upset me but I came into this knowing I would never ACTUALLY meet, let alone date, Harry Styles but who cares? There’s more to life than being negative. 

Plus, if I can help someone else be positive it’ll all have been worth it

Just a normal night, scrolling through pictures of the boys. When it hits me. No matter how many blogs you dedicate to them. No matter how many stories you write. No matter how much you love them. That love will never be returned. They love their fans yes, but thats basic pity love. You are competing with a million girls just to meet them. Let alone get loved by them. As I cry, I delete the songs, the stories, rip the posters. One last tear drops as I realize. They won' know I cried either.
Anonymous

Well I don’t think it’s pity love they feel. I think they genuinely do love their fans as a whole and that’s all we can really expect. Sure you can hope that one day you might meet them and you can wish on as many stars as you want that one of them might one day love you the way you love them but you enter this whole thing knowing that there’s a slim chance of that happening but you stay for the music, and the boys and you support them because in the end, to me at least, it really doesn’t matter if they’ll ever love me back as an individual. They have millions of fans and it’s unfair of me to expect that of them. What matters is that I’m a fan, I can look at the pictures and be happy that the people I love, regardless of whether or not they know I exist, are happy doing what they’re doing then I can just be content knowing that I was apart of what made that possible. And I believe they truly do love their fans for being able to give that to them. 

ZANA! i'm gonna put in a good word for you when i meet Harry in October, no worries babe, you're welcome, it's my pleasure, i can't wait to see all the mini zana and harry's running around, i'll babysit for you ANY TIME :)
Anonymous

If you could see my face right now…well you don’t want to see my face right now but it looks something like this 

thank you so much for even thinking to do it, even if you don’t :) 

Ohhh okay thank you now I understand! I'm glad Louis said what he said cuz I was worried about his and Harry's friendship and this showed me they're still close lool! And Harry is sensitive I'm sure he's not happy about the comment either!
Anonymous

I think they should just work out their differences already…or maybe not because the fights are really really entertaining 

I honestly honestly think Harry hasn't found a good girlfriend yet because he hasn't met you. I've met Harry before and I talked to him for a few minutes and he's almost exactly like you but not too much like you but you would complete each other, you know what I mean? I wish I could meet him again just to tell him that. Have a good night I love you and your story <3
Anonymous

I don’t know if I should cry or cry and eat

thank you SO much this literally made my week
Just so you know I am expecting a long and very dramatic chapter this Wednesday thanks for giving me harry feels.
Anonymous

I will try my absolute best. Less drama in this one though but still I like it :) Which is shocking because I love making you guys cry with drama

What is your twitter?
Anonymous

@deniallinme

hehe get it..

This is my new normal

Dad: do you want to come over for dinner Wednesday
Me: I don't know man it's update night
u dont even realize how hyped i am for wednesday oh my god but until then im re-reading it booyah
Anonymous

heeeelll yessss

OMG ZANA WHY DID I DO WHAT U SUGGESTED!!! I just got the most insane feels ever from your suggestion of scrolling through my dash as if I was (Zana) and I couldnt talk to harry but I have his number and I'm dying now I really hate u for thinking of suggesting that (I don't actually hate u, I love you!!!) anyway I can't wait until Wednesday, sorry this was kinda long and pointless thanks for everything, your amazing :)
Anonymous

Thank YOU :) Wednesday can’t come soon enough

Hey got mad about the shagger commen
Anonymous

oh because that one called Harry a “top shagger” and “heard he’s good with the ladies” that’s all he said. I’m not defending it he shouldn’t promote the image of Harry as a womanizer but all he said is that’s what he hears probably because that’s all the media writes about. It would be worse if he knew him personally and was like “this guy could womanize the shit out of a village” that would be a little more upsetting…

Do you wanna explain to me what's happening with the whole wanted versus 1D thing? And Louis's last tweet too because I'm honestly completely lost and confused :/
Anonymous

Well they had that big twitter fight thing because they always twitter fight and then they did an interview recently and talked about them and said they don’t mind 3 members of one direction just 2 are trouble makers basically (zayn and louis I’m assuming) and then louis tweeted what he tweeted and one of the guy’s brother’s threatened louis. I watched that interview with the wanted (I don’t know where it is now) and I honestly don’t think they badmouthed 1D. The even said at one point “if they just let us in a room together and we could just talk about it we can solve this problem in ten minutes”

Has anyone ever told you that you're such a inspirational person? Because of you I stopped cutting, I startet studying again and I even started writing because of you, because you have a talent in writing. Please keep doing what you do and be awesome, I love you. xx
Anonymous

Oh my God thank you so much I love you too. I’m so happy you’re doing better for yourself regardless. Keep writing, keep studying, keep strong <3

that was really rude to make me all crazy with that post about imagining you were well you. but anyways i was starting to write a fanfic, and i hate when people post like super short chapter. I have one chapter written, and it's a full 6 pages on word; I was just wondering how long yours usually come up as.
Anonymous

Well My shortest one ever was 7 pages on word. A shorter chapter for me is 7-9 pages. A long one is like 18+ and a medium one like they normally are is like 14-16 pages

Let's just take a moment and cry because One Direction performed at one of the most important places in Italy, it just amazes me every day that these boys have come so far and that they just began, oh the feels are coming back.
Anonymous

I just watched a clip of Harry singing little things in Verona he looked like he was so overwhelmed and happy he had that little slight smile that makes me want to mount him. You want feels? Watch that shit. 

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